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Monday, October 27, 2008 I have this strange phobia of scattered dots or depressions, especially in an erratic pattern. They make me cringe and gives me goosebumps. Then i would look at my goosebumps and get even more goosebumps because i find them scary as well. afterwards it just becomes somewhat like a domino effect and i need to squeeze my eyes shut and concentrate real hard on thinking about something else. like a pretty field full of roses. or a magical looking fountain with butterflies fluttering all around. :D More examples are like drawings of hair follicles, flocks of birds flying close together, crab holes on the beach and other random things. they normally do not affect my life but now i am dead. we are suppose to create something for our IDEAS module and it requires us to sculpt this model on the zbrush programme. the model happens to make me shudder, i cannot even think about it. gosh total vomit material lol. I think polka dots are cute though. :D anyway this thing got me interested in learning more about phobias and it's actually really interesting! (: is great to discover and self-diagnosing your own phobias. There are actually people afraid of the colour yellow, Xanthophobia. Optophobia is really stupid, it's fear of opening one's eyes. People are even afraid of northern lights and that's called Auroraphobia. I dun know why though, northern lights are so pretty! okay, i have not exactly seen one in real life but i have seen tons of photographs haha. (: I plan to travel and see them one day. Haha then there's one i particularly love, Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia is actually phobia of long words and it happens to be the longest one on the list. signing off, viting
Friday, October 24, 2008  sometimes i have no idea what to think, honestly. I think the world is too complex for me. maybe i should consider not thinking, not even caring, not giving a damn. yes, this is what i should do. so where is my user manual of step-by-step instructions when i need it most? without a care in the world, totally free. <3 signing off, viting
Wednesday, October 22, 2008  Whee as promised! :D haha but only four of us in the end, stupid PW. nevermind, we shall meet up again soon, have truckloads of fun again. :D The picture is really blur because the guy taking it for us had shaky hands. I honestly miss netball games with them. Today's gathering also made me miss anderson, all over again. signing off, viting
Sunday, October 19, 2008 I absolutely love supermarkets. :D I went on a shopping spree at the supermarket buying interesting looking food. Initially I only planned to get some honey stars to replace those stolen from my brother, before he and my mum come back from malaysia. but all the other food kept calling my name and I could not resist. anyway I figured, since my parents decided to dump me and my sister alone in singapore while they eat my grandma's famous herbal chicken in malaysia, I should indulge a little. :D Make myself feel better, especially since my brother would be back next week to boast about all kinds of amazing food he ate there. making me jealous is his hobby, he does that on a daily basis. I blew close to fifty bucks in total. My shopping list includes a whole range of nonsense, from mushroom biscuits to yogurt and rooibus tea. haha cool right, rooibus tea is my new discovery and is supposed to be beneficial to our health. I also bought carrot juice to bring to school. spent half an hour arranging and displaying all the food on the kitchen shelves when I got home and then told my sister that she can have some if she likes. see! I am not like my brother who locks his chocolates up in his desk drawer. :D Jay Chou released his new album like a few days ago but it is still not in singapore! haha but it doesn't really matter, my friend went to burn all the songs for me. (:(:(: I love almost all the songs inside! his slow songs this time round are like super sad, i can totally listen to them and emo all day long. LOL especially 说好的幸福呢. "时间过了走了爱情面临选择 你冷了倦了我哭了 离开时的不快乐你用卡片手写着 有些爱只给到这,真的痛了" the lyrics are sad but actually still alright, it is when you listen to Jay singing it that it becomes so heartbreaking hahaha. :D Oh and I managed to survive the first week of school! :D it actually turned out really fun, it was nice to see everyone again. all the familiar faces, even if i do not know them personally. We have many new modules, actually everything except for hateful statistics and accounts. Yup but our statistics tutor is rather cute, in a gay kinda way.(: Lengchee is totally in love, you should see the way she giggles at everything he says haha(dun kill me). =P Our accounts tutor also seems capable, but i know i have to start working really hard. capable and experienced as she may be, she is not a fairy/witch/magician and therefore does not create miracles. I choose to avoid, which is really cowardly of me. The moon looks fake tonight. I can simply take out a piece of paper, paint the background deep blue and clouds that looks like smoke. Then draw a round moon in bright yellow, ever so slightly dented. I highly doubt it would look nice though, the clouds would spoil everything. Clouds only look like cotton candy in the day, at night it becomes ugly. I dun like clouds at night. All they do is cover the stars. alright i am sleeping early today. goodnight, may a starving child get a bowl of rice.(random) :D signing off, viting
Thursday, October 16, 2008 I have no idea why my mum insists on buying picnic ham. I know it's cheaper but actually really impractical because none of us would eat it. sometimes you just have to go for leg ham and honey baked ham, even better would be apple baked ham. Yup i know they cost more, but at least i wouldn't dump slices after slices into the bin. What is inflation doing to my poor mum's brain? The world will soon be taken over by cats. seriously, they are everywhere. I am afraid of black cats with scary eyes. They make me feel like they can see through me, read my thoughts, connect with my inner devil or something lol. signing off, viting
Monday, October 13, 2008 My desk at this historical moment finally found it's asthmatic cure. This is stupid but i am trying to imagine my desk as a creature that is actually alive. The top is the nose. It suffers from breathing difficulty half it's lifetime due to a very messy owner dumping all her stuff on top and never ever getting down to clearing them. One bright sunny afternoon, her pile of books got so high that it started to resemble a mountain and her mum screamed at her to "clear everything by tonight or else you bear the consequences!" Yup so i have a tidy desk now, fantastic really. from this day forward, i shall start being a more organized person. yay (: School is starting tomorrow and i am torn between feeling sad and happy and excited. Yong tau foo here i come wahaha. xD I miss the dumpings from that stall in foodcourt six! also, i would be able to see all my friends again. I also plan to study really hard for next semester to pull up my current results, which sucks. I like to pretend they are not part of me and it was all a hallucination i somehow developed. like those withdrawal symptoms of morphine abusers. which happens to be why i avoid logging in to the SAS as much as possible. you know... the whole self created concept that so long as you dun think/talk about it, it would somehow disappear lol. ahh see! my life is so pathetic. I went to lyana's house yesterday and her mum cooked lunch, which i thought was really yummy. especially the tofu and egg dish. :D Then we talked over some biscuits that they made for hari raya. I also managed to catch up with hannah, at least, before school starts. We discovered this white chocolate souffle with berry sorbet hidden in the middle. that was really good, brought us to heaven. (: it looked so pretty too. eh i love it! (: of course, the company was what i enjoyed the most. (: & the netballers have to meet up soon, too bad our plan got postponed. Great World City toilets are so pretty. The toilets at each level have it's own country decoration. how to say, different toilets are decorated as different countries. I like the holland one, but the one i always go to is Spain. The thing i dun get is why such nice toilets have such lousy toilet cubicle doors. im serious, they have a mind of their own and they like to slam by itself, especially on my poor fingers. The index finger on my left hand is now bruised because of the lousy doors. My friend tried to help and wrapped my finger up like some spring roll. I told it off because it really looks too much like a spring roll, a hungry creature might find my finger a delicious dinner. ouch no thanks. Whee i am excited. Jay Chou's new album is coming out in another couple of days. I love his songs and im sure this one would not be a disappointment. so far none of his songs have been, except maybe lan se feng bao, which i dun particularly like. Sometimes, my opinions about people and things can change so fast they worry me. Alright, i am off to bed! please, no eyebags tomorrow, i ran out of teabags. and no, i did not purposely make them rhyme. this is not a poem. goodnight! (: signing off, viting
Wednesday, October 8, 2008  I know i am very slow but happy birthday leng chee! (: that's her, above. hope you enjoyed your birthday celebration with our company. although gems was super annoying and mamma mia turned out stupid. Nevermind, connected more than made up for it! (: I am so marrying louis koo. I will murder anyone who tries to snatch him from me hahaha.  oh and for gems, i got into knowing your temperament blends, which sounds rather interesting. the timing is crazy though, and i would be going alone because apparently nobody else i know is there. wanted to take the human diseases-past and present at first, but all the seats were taken. oh well, i know i will have fun with mine too. :D P.S. sorry lyana and whoever else who went to great world city today. i know you guys made a wasted trip. oops, promise me you wouldn't kill me. have mercy on me! =P "我学着不去担心得太远, 不计画太多反而能勇敢冒险" signing off, viting
Sunday, October 5, 2008 Dear HUDA I don't really know how to tell you this, but our romance is over. I think I realized it that night at the mental hospital and I saw you sit on the crazy monk. I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand that santa doesn't exist. I'm returning your false teeth to you, but I'll keep your criminal record as a memory. You should also know that I never openly mocked Oprah Winfrey imitations. Go and drown yourself, VITING HAHAHA this is super funny. Details at Huda's blog, i am too lazy to copy and paste the whole long chunk of instructions but do try it, see whether your letter would be more nonsensical than mine. (: and anyway i know i promised to blog about my happenings. well, i am tired yet again, after laughing at the stupid letter above. so i shall just give a short update. well, working at fish and co now and it's like quite fun because everyone there is nice. The work is also challenging and not monotonous, there is a sense of satisfaction there, when you managed to make the guests happy. :D i like the place so far i think. :D As for the F1, it was not a bad experience at all. I was the barrister at the Ferrari Suite and the work can get kinda hectic and makes me want to die. Yup but it is rather cool getting the bird's eye view of the race. I also had fun working with the people from other schools and get to know more people from my course and yada yada. you know, the usual. what's more, the pay is pretty good too yay. Oh and i finally met up with them over dinner. supposed to be celebrating dawn's birthday but i forgot to bring her present. haha a small something that i made. Took me a day and although it did not turn out as nice as i imagined it to be, i suppose it looks halfway decent. okay dawn, you will know when you see it, when we meet up again soon. (: and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! loads of love. <3 It was also my sister's birthday five days ago and being a great sister, i have yet to give her anything. I keep telling myself i would but never really gotten down to it. Nevermind, maybe i should start by being nicer to her. =P Then maybe get her something useful, like pens or foolscap paper. well, she is a very practical person and trust me, she would rather pens than teddy bears. I should get her a economical pack of foolscap paper, those "six in one" kind. I am currently pretty sad over the fact that holidays are soon ending. Ahh back to having to wake up early for school. at least next semester's timetable is alright, we only have two days with lessons at 8am. Still, i dun want the holidays to end yet! somebody turn back the clock thank you. turn back an additional four hours so i get more sleep. whatever. goodnight. i updated. hooray. (: signing off, viting
Wednesday, October 1, 2008 The ambulance comes in all colours, shapes and sizes now. I am convinced that the world is a weird place because a mini pink ambulance that resembles a turtle should not exist. I saw not one, but two of such unknown vehicles today and wonder why they cannot be yellow instead. Then at least they would look pretty and weird, not just plain weird. :D I know i haven't been blogging much, and people have been saying that they no longer know what is happening in my life. but i dun see how come, if you are interested, you could have gave me a call or something. If my blog is the only way that keeps you informed of what is happening in my life, then that would be kinda pathetic isn't it. anyway i am super tired and i dun think i am able to form any decent sentence. i need to sleep! haha okay but i promise to update about the F1 and what else i have been up to soon! (: and i have two enormous zits. i tried all ways to make them disappear but nothing seems to be working. i am currently depressed lol. This is a pointless post about pink ambulances and zits. I shall post a proper update about my happenings soon, when i have the time. (: all i want to do now is sleep so i shall grant myself this simple wish yay. signing off, viting
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