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Monday, November 24, 2008 I am being the world's worst procrastinator, yet again. oh gosh i swear i am incorrigible. It is quite awful, really, how I procrastinate all the time and for close to everything in my life; from studying for tests to completing my part of the marketing project to clearing my room. I find excuses for everything. I am such a sloth, too lazy for my own good. and the worst part is, I so know it. xD motivation is a strange thing. it works on different people in myriad ways and even though its generally regarded a good thing (think responses like "good! at least you're motivated!") on people like me it can only be the springboard to disappointment. Today my sister told me that my lack of self discipline is my major flaw and it's fatal. (she was supposed to be writing an essay about fatal flaws) and i agree, sadly. even if i am motivated to work harder now, the motivation almost always finds it's way out of my system and disappear into space to join the aliens and live in UFOs. disappointing, isn't it? hahaha nevermind, i shall continue to believe that i can turn my motivation into actual actions that will produce results. which, hopefully in this case, increase my GPA. thank you very much, that would be just what i need. also, recently i realised that i love myself a lot. which is a good thing i suppose. but i wonder, can anyone love themselves too much? so much as that they become selfish? most likely yes. so anyway, i shall blog a little about the past weeks. In that couple of weeks, i managed to 1) screw up my CRS so completely that i can murder myself. but no, i would not want to do that and end up going to jail or go through capital punishment because i murdered, well, myself. 2) witness my brother getting 198 for this PSLE results and yes, he is so screwed. This just goes to show, you reap what you sow, playing computer games everyday and then hoping to pass with flying colours is just wishful thinking. life does not work this way. anyway it was quite disappointing, after all that hard work on my part to tutor him. Makes me feel like i failed as a teacher. well, at least now i know being a teacher is probably not my calling. 3) deplete my bank account! 4) try studying overnight with lengchee and crosby but failing ever so miserably (why am i not surprised?) haha i think it's because there is still one more week till tests and thus there is no sense of urgency. 5) swim with hannah and then checked out northpoint's revamped look. We went to the new library which did not have that many books and also ate at xinwang hong kong cafe. I am so jealous because sunplaza only has mostly fast food, unless you count gelare and coffee bean. oh well, at least a pastamania would be opening soon! I am wayyy excited. (: the most exciting thing that ever happened at sunplaza since popular opened a year ago. 6) meet up with Jenny and Large Intestine. 7) eat at three ice cream places back to back, which left me scared of ice cream for the first time in my life. but now i feel like having ben's and jerry again. the chocolate chip cookie dough! haha my ultimate favourite. <3 8) quarrel with my mum over childish issues. 9) run home whenever i can just to catch my dramas. shi xiong di and fa zheng xian feng! yayy they are addictive like drugs, seriously. and no, i have never tried drugs haha. 10) most likely a bunch of other random stuff which i cannot recall. oh well, i guess i better go do some more of my marketing and then sleep. I am sure my eyes would look horrifying tomorrow since i ran out of teabags. next week would be another busy week so good luck to me! (:(:(: signing off, viting
Thursday, November 13, 2008 Happiness! One more project cleared, so one down and just about a million more to go. I also happen to be utterly clueless about statistics. yes, it is really bad, i attempted to read through some of the notes illustrated in alien language. This harsh reality then dawned on me and i know i have to summon my non existent motivation and execute my equally non existent studying plan. xD I am a born natural, natural procrastinator wahahaha okay this is not meant to be funny. alright, time to start studying for tests viting! (:(:(: Recently, I watched several movies including painted skin, high school musical 3 and also re-watched a walk to remember. yay and I watched them all online. :D High school musical turned out unexpectedly nice, for me at least. I am sure this will earn me plenty of odd expressions and raised eyebrows, basically people wondering why i am so shallow. well, it's just too bad that i happen to like the songs and the dances. also, this movie somehow struck a cord in me. It brought me back to the the good old anderson days. and in a few years time, the same situation will apply to me, graduating from school. hmm wonder how i'll feel then. A walk to remember was achingly sweet and i love it so much. Mandy Moore looked so pretty in the film and of course she and Shane West were awfully cute together. They make true love seem almost possible haha. Okay i should not put it like that, im sure it's possible. (: i believe in love too. (: today is also friday, which means it's the weekends yet again! whee! see, so many things to be happy about. <3 signing off, viting
Monday, November 10, 2008 The weather was so chilly today and all it does is put me in a mood to sleep. So I decided to go home straight after school. My whole family ending up having dinner together, which is something we have not done in weeks. All of us are just so busy all the time. We were happily discussing about the contribution of raisins to our lives when I choked on a chicken bone. as in, I swallowed the whole freaking thing, which happened to be shaped like half an umbrella and just about as big as a drawer key. which is, huge. People who choke on things the size of this would end up in the hospital. Okay scratch that, they would basically die. Then on their death certificate it would be indicated as "death by choking", which is extremely pathetic. If I ever die, I want my death certificate to say something like, "death by sacrificing her life for those of the world." yeah right, like that would ever happen. Okay back to the story, where was I? Yup, so I suddenly grabbed my sister and started coughing and trying to get the bone up. My whole family was panicking and after minutes of this near death experience, I finally got the bone out with the aid of my mum. She stuck her whole hand down my throat and took it out, no kidding! Even now as I think about it, it still scares me so much. It is so terribly scary that it is not even funny at all. So the morale of the story is, never talk about the significance of raisins in your life while eating chicken. signing off, viting
Thursday, November 6, 2008 I am feeling super worked up right now. I caught hell with my cousin a few minutes ago because he found out that i listen to "wo hui hao hao guo", which he claims is a "sappy little love song." all because he has never liked love songs, especially those in chinese. but well, it's just too bad because i happen to like them. and this one is not like any of those cheesy ones, this one is good. this one makes me happy.(yes, it's a sad song) and this one, i can sing over and over again and still love it. :D "你的爱很像泡沫 太轻或太重,都不在手中 我的爱就像天空 太放或太收,你都只是风" whee particularly love this phrase. I keep running it over and over in my head. I am sure this would be nothing new to many people though, i have been going around expressing my passion for this song. so much that i am sure everyone got sick of it and my sister told me to "just get over it already." hahaha maybe in another week or so perhaps? (: I know i haven't been blogging much about my happenings again. It's okay though, nothing really exciting. school has been fine, we finally presented our marketing project today, but just the trial. It was kinda lame but being geniuses, our group managed to crap our way through and sounding rather professional as well.(i hope) There are also various other projects due pretty soon that we have yet to start. I think next week would be a rather busy week. Also, i met up with quite a lot of my friends this week, including some which i have not seen for close to half a year. yay i love having friends like them. :D and i went to watch the coffin with some people from my class yesterday. It was not as scary as i thought it would be but still, some parts were pretty freaky. The concept about the ritual is rather interesting though, such a strange belief. I think superstitious people are interesting, like the auntie who used to be my neighbour before the family decided to move house. I miss them so much, our family used to be so close to all of them. anyway, she used to do all kinds of stuff to supposedly ward off evil and i find them all entertaining lol. (: and! I want a movie marathon! cheers! (:(:(: signing off, viting
Saturday, November 1, 2008 Random pretty images:  I want! because growing up comes with plenty of responsibilities and that is just downright scary.  aww I love this picture so so much!  "do you remember when magic was real? and then you started needing answers for everything, and still, nothing makes sense" gosh i love this one as well. (: so true isn't it? when you start wanting answers and evidence for everything, all the more things stop making sense.  hey how do you know grass do not have feelings as well? i have this love for searching for pretty images and even started a mini collection, kept them all in a folder on my computer. (: haha i intended to also blog a little about this week but i happen to feel too lazy. nevermind, the pictures should keep everyone more than entertained. (: signing off, viting
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