Thursday, December 31, 2009



my final post for the year 2009! I find it incredible that we are actually entering a new year because it really seemed like a mere week ago that I was typing a post welcoming 2009. seriously hard to believe how fast a year crept by, midst all that crazy activities and emotions.

before I begin, this is a warning. haha this post will be really wordy and long, full of me ranting on and on about how I am, my feelings, me, me, me. on top of that, it lacks paragraphing and pictures and suitable punctuation marks.

"good times + bad times = my rainbow-fied 2009"
the picture above illustrates this year on the whole. it is made up of many happy moments and inevitably times when I felt lousy. however, regardless, they made up my awesome year. I think I am just such a person, it does not really matter how bad life gets. because at the end of the day, I will look back and find all the bad times over and tell myself "see you survived!", all the embarrassing times funny and all that is left would be the great memories. so no matter what, my year will be concluded with the word awesome. it was awesome five years before this, awesome last year, awesome this year and I know it will be awesome again next year. :D I am someone who thinks the glass is half full and love myself for this. :D

but honestly speaking, this year was indeed a rather good year. heehee although I looked back and realise that I did not manage to fully accomplish any of last year's resolutions. eh well, this year I have written out a few more which I shall try harder to stick to!

1) be a better family member, spend more time with them.
(this is one aspect I think I totally failed at this year. skipped many family outings, whether it is small ones to the park/market or bigger ones overseas. I think I take it for granted that they will always be there for me and love me regardless. but actually, I know that all the more because they care for me and me for them, I should make time for them.)

2) not avoid awkward situations but instead learn to make something good out of them.
(I am not sure about you guys but I really dislike awkward situations. you know, for example I meet an acquaintance on the train and we try desperately to think of topics to make small talks about. haha I really dun like such situations and because of that I would do stupid things like pretend im asleep and I cannot see that person or pretend I have to get off at the next stop and actually get off, thereafter boarding the next train. yeah really stupid I know. but I am in a process of overcoming that! getting better at such situations nowadays though, I would acknowledge that person and start blabbering about random topics instead. xD another example is me not wanting to confront an issue for fear of it becoming awkward or ugly. wish that this year I can be a more forthright person, as well as learn to be more comfortable with people, instead of only my friends.)

3) stop being late because of oversleeping, and stop skipping school.
(to all the people that had a taste of this bad habit of mine, I apologize! shall get more alarm clocks and start being.on.time. and yes stop skipping school so often too, I put the two together because they are kinda related. because half the time skip school because I could not drag myself out of bed. )

4) put aside more time for myself.
(really love spending time with myself, curling up on the couch reading a book or lazing at a cafe alone, people-watching or sitting down with a piece of paper, making silly lists. haha have been so long since I did something like that, almost forgot how much I used to enjoy it. :D and I miss picking up novels after novels, been reading less because I have been viwawa-ing and watching shows too often.)

alright I think these four are the main ones I shall make this year! the list doesn't sound hard right? doesn't sound like much or impressive either. but you will be surprised, to stick with it is not very easy! :D but I will. actually in 2010 I also wish to learn something new, like take up something I enjoy. also hope that I will be able to do something to improve the lives of people in need, like cancer patients and orphans etc. wish to make my year different, more fulfilling. haha but I figured that I shall organise my own life first, before I grow all excited about anything too ambitious. although the idea of changing the world with the seemingly small powers of a teenage girl sounds exciting.

I tend to think I am a character in some storybook sometimes. =.=

anyway! I am done with my last post of 2009, a really long one indeed. and here I shall wish everyone a happy year ahead. hope that like me, you have grown from everything this year and next year will be a better one for you. :D

signing off, viting

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Merry Christmas to all! how was your christmas?! mine was nice. :D

to me, christmas is all about sharing, happiness and being around people you love. and that was basically how I spent my christmas. met some of my friends on the eve and we had dinner plus countdown. :D and today was spent with my family and relatives! woke up early to make christmas cards for my relatives before meeting them. discovered my inner artistic soul whatever. :D

signing off, viting

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

falling sick is scary and I am afraid. It is terrible when someone you know suffers like that, and I hate seeing people around me cry. It also hits me hard, just how vulnerable life can be, and how unfair everything can be sometimes. today was exceptionally hard to smile, something I rarely feel. but I am thankful for my friends. because surrounding myself around them, even if it is doing work, comforts me and cheers me up. :D :D anyway towards the later part of the day I got a message from xinyi with hopeful news and that cheered me up tremendously too. :D

but I would like to tell you, and anyone else out there reading this: anyone can give up, it is such an easy thing to do. but to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you break apart, that is really a brave thing to do. and that is the strength that create miracles. :D

signing off, viting

Monday, December 21, 2009



hahaha wish somebody could still play with me like this. :D :D

but I would most likely be dragged along or fall flat on my face because I am no longer small enough to "fly". sigh, growing up sucks sometimes.

this morning I managed to wake up at 8am for family breakfast today! haha we had yummy macdonalds breakfast, love the hotcakes. :D then I spent the whole afternoon with rachel doing nothing much in particular. and we played uno with her siblings, for once I played some other card game besides bridge or daidee. today was nice. :D

anyway go listen to lin jun jie's new album! after so long we finally released a new one, had some problems with his throat previously. that affected his singing and he got quite depressed and everything. but im so glad he never gave up cos he is really talented, and cute. haha that time I was like "JJ is super handsome!" and my friends gave me that "are you sure =.=" face. whyyyy he is cute what. but mainly, I love his voice, listening to his songs now. :D you guys go listen too k! :D :D

signing off, viting

Sunday, December 20, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUDA! :D


being 18 is awesome, treasure it and enjoyyy! you are 11 months and 8 days younger than me and you make me feel ancient hahaha. :D

anyway sorry i am belated to the extent that I am just freaking belated! have been rather lazy to blog, spent all my free time at home playing viwawa. yes I know nobody plays that anymore and I am outdated plus super no life yada yada. but it is fun! :D other than that I also spend my nights catching up on drama shows and reading. holidays are dead awesome, though for the next few weeks I doubt I would be able to laze around and indulge in being absolutely unproductive and pointless and you know, just be. but while I was busy having fun the past week and even as I am blogging now, my projects are piling up mercilessly. actually I dun mind doing some of them cos they actually seem pretty fun but really hate the tight deadlines.

so to the many people I promise to meet up "soon", I really will try to. haha but sometimes, when you have to do projects, you have to do projects fullstop. goodbye to the lists of awesome things I plan to do this holidays, at least, strike out some of them.

learn to bake a cheesecake
watch hai pai tian xing
pick up some magic tricks online
lazing around at home for an entire day staring at the ceiling and thinking
visit grandparents in malaysia

oh well, holidays are simply too short. and time passes faster than I can say "penguins". (suddenly keep thinking of penguins, im weird) I can hardly believe that in a few days it would be christmas and in a few weeks it would be 2010. I feel old. I feel scared. and I feel sad. but a large part of me is excited too. I am confused.

alright, so what have I been up to the past week?!? when I am not doing those stuff mentioned above, I am with random friends eating/catching up/shopping/playing cards/gossiping/having fun/cookie frapping etc. :D :D life's been good! :D and I spent a few afternoons working too, yay money! my bank account is seriously depleting really fast, need to think of a solution. money saving plan 101!

time check: 4:34 AM
I need to wake up really early tomorrow cos my cousins are staying over at my place and tomorrow morning all of us are going for breakfast together. they are insanely early risers, say..8am?!? gosh 8am!

goodnight! :D

signing off, viting

Sunday, December 13, 2009

I found a new love today! the fairprice ice cream called hokey pokey, which is vanilla ice cream with caramel bits and swirls. it is awesomely sweet and bowl-licking good. I literally lick the bowl clean after a scoop and decide to go for another scoop, then lick the bowl clean and go get another scoop. the process repeats itself like ten times today? haha my mum was appalled seeing the nearly empty tub but well, it was really good + cheap! :D :D

anyway I think I am going to be down to a cold. weijie la, without a sense of social responsibility! hahaha sick must wear a mask okay! and get well soon, everyone seems to be falling sick. ): anyway had fun chilling at TCC today, and the food is yummy, definitely going back!

how how how?!? now I am too full to sleep, ate too much nonsense today. yeah I know I deserve it. maybe I should try running around in circles around the house until I become tired? hahaha right, jenny? :D

signing off, viting

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

shitian: hello we have questions to ask you!
yanping: hmmm
shitian: did i wake you up?!? sorry!

shitian: hello we have questions to ask you!
weiling: hmm,
shitian: did i wake you up?!? sorry!

hahaha so during our studying session today, we unintentionally woke two people up because we wanted to clarify some gaming stuff. but weiling did help us in the end! :D thanks. haha then afterwards we did some studying, playing cards, catching up and shopping. :D visited the newly opened mall at somerset and I am super excited, cannot wait for forever 21 to open there! it is like four storeys and looks really exciting. :D

yay I give up on tomorrow's test! so proud of myself, not! anyway maybe later I go read the notes again, like a storybook. then cross my fingers and hope for the best?

jimbroni! stiff hand! flush! full house! goose! sic bo! house! runner! see I do know some casino terminologies okayyyy! :D

oh and anyway I am searching for the theme song of dang wo men tong zai yi qi. It is sang by chen wei lian and called wo men(i think). I went everywhere but all cannot download! if you guys have the song please send it to me, i will be eternally grateful! :D

signing off, viting

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

back from dinner with my family, we went to sembawang shopping centre and had astons! been awhile since I ate there and the food is still as yummy! :D and afterwards we went to starbucks and had drinks and cakes for dessert. they are having this promotion now and with every drink purchased, we could get a cake at a dollar. haha yay so very worth it, but too bad this promotion is not available at any other malls.

anyway, while waiting for my mum to get ready, we cameroid-ed! :D






haha that weird looking guy is my brother and the other is my sister. she was too busy reading some story book to camwhore with us. and you cannot tell how they really look like because we did not take normal shots but people always say that my siblings dun look like me! haha but my brother and sister look alike, they even used to win contests and everything. :D interesting, right? :D

okay shall go off and start studying for tomorrow's paper soon. two papers are down and I have just three more to go, including gems. I am like kind of dead for MICE, totally did not study that project event life cycle thing which was worth 12 marks! yah I know I should stop harping on it because it is over over overrrr! but it is 12 marks 12 marks 12 freaking markssss! oh well. and today's MR was a killer, all the unexpected questions came out. but im not as worried because it's only 10 percent of our overall grade. anyway they are both over so no point thinking about it, hope the following papers will be better! :D

alright going to attack my notes now! sigh, burning midnight oil seems inevitable tonight.

signing off, viting

Saturday, December 5, 2009

what if somebody you always disliked did an unexpectedly nice gesture for you? I am sure that happened to you before but in case it has not, I can say, it feels strangely nice yet bad. the bad part is mostly guilt, and confusion. still, im grateful for that nice gesture, really. it is only through instances like this that shows me who is genuinely a friend worth having. (: but im happy, because i had a chance to realise this.

anyway I finally finished three chapters of MICE and started a teeny bit of HRM, but I think by tomorrow all the facts will disappear to the bottom of Atlantic Ocean. still, it's a start! (: and I have the weekends so I will be working hard then. (: may all the motivation and productivity molecules from everywhere unite, attack my brain and overthrow the cells that gives me the tendency to procrastinate!

so I have five tests next week including gems and afterwards I will be free! be a true warrior and fight the last few days yess!

signing off, viting

Thursday, December 3, 2009

seeing everyone studying makes me worry! tests are scheduled next week and I have yet to study a single thing. wah time to panic and do some serious studying! haha but I still seem to be taking things slowly, thinking that everything is under control oh my gosh what the hell is wrong with me?!?

anyway I started this evening, though I gave myself time off to watch the 9pm channel 8 drama. It's awfully nice, dang wo men tong zai yi qi. (: and now im taking another break to blog and put together a "studying survival kit" for myself. (:

THE STUDYING SURVIVAL KIT!

1) caffine overload caffine overload caffine overloaddd! sleep is merely a sympton of caffine deprivation. so yay had my caramel frappe today, finally. but dun worry cookie frappe, I still love you. (:



2) pretty stationery and colour pens! when I see my notes all colourful like the rainbow with red and blue and orange and purple and yellow I feel happy. and all of a sudden my notes seem more interesting.



3) music! how do I survive without this I have no idea. they rock like chocolates and rainbows and eh, hamburgers?



4) cute snacks like cupcakes with icing or gummy bears. I like gummy bears cos I can chew off its hands then its legs. when it is limb-less, I then use my mouth as the guillotine and chop off the heads. great for self entertaining and short breaks between studying. (:



alright my list shall end here for now! (: initially planned to go back to my studying but I feel really tired. coffee or bed?

signing off, viting


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